Weekly highlight

2005-11-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

it had been 1/2 a year since i last updated ... 6 month of boring life.
I am on industrial attachment at IntriCon Pte Ltd. Nice company with great ppl... most of them cooperate and help out each other to get things done, good working environment. Thru IA, then i realise engineering are not just abt engine... haha sound chim? i work with a lot of other stuff...especially statistic...:( engineers need to prepare relavant supporting data for a lot a lot a lot a lot of things. Get to work with some machinery...eg milling, lathing machine which most student only see them in books or notes. Then, i get to see molding process also... and how molding will affect the characteristic of the finished good.

in this 1/2 year, i got nothing done... as usual...
manage to save up for the upcoming semester.. and new year... going into financial crisis soon because both my bro and i are not contributing financially. Money Not Enough.

Does not get to exercise much also... only occasion bball and soccer with frens on wkends... and swimming too. all so busy, wana find company to play also hard.

very long no go clubbing and shopping... drinking with fren... KTV... cycling... billiard... mahjong... haizz.... so painful to grow up... missed those days...

2005-05-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

hi ppl... long time no update le... exam is finally over... so far so good. hope that i wunt fail any module. 4 day of rest before the start of EID, another 6 weeks of aimless project work... no holiday no gal hahaha
after EID will be reservist le... 20thjune to 1stjuly ... sian sian sian sian sian ... so boring !!!

2005-03-25T02:29:00.000+08:00

finally has got something to write...
today is a happy day... talk to my lecture hall eye candy today... i was discussing project with project mate and she was her fren... whooooooo~~ she is so cute so sweet... ever cheerful... :) her smile will melt every guy ... hope to have more chance to know her ...

2005-03-13T03:45:00.000+08:00

exam coming lo.... less than 40 days to go.. i m still slacking... jia latz...this sem worst than last sem... cant get myself to work at all...
went to expo with boon they all yesterday... haha kinda funny... see my IRC fren Serene there, someone whom i had never see b4... and yet recognise her...
today meet those ppl from CO... didnt know that playing game can also make frens... must go out to socialise more often liao... any secret society gathering or wat must ask me... i see whether i going anot...whahah

2005-02-15T03:49:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year... new year this year is rather short, only 2 days to be exact. After that will be quizes and me. 4 quizes coming up... clear 1 today, results are not impt the moment u get over it... neglected a lot of my friends... especially this new year, didnt visit some friends, whom i visit every new year... today was valentine day, happy valentine to everyone. blessing to those who have partner.
tutorial are not such bad company after all. at least they keep my mind off this year valentine. i feel that i am growing up. haha at least for this new year, notice the change in me. hmmm just see what am i capable of doing.
next week will be holiday week, and i am FREE. i wanna kayak, swim, KTV, party, play bball, soccer, billiard, clear tutorial... haha, feel so happy that i have so many thing i can do.
went to newsroom bar with army friends last weekend, they were fun!!! jerry, suresh, glenn, as crappy as ever. i wana meet mike... one of the few i haven see in this new year yet.
new year resolution: clear all my module and set off for the long break... EID, IA , ICT ... spice up the life man!!!

2005-01-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

january 22.... tts birthday...happy birthday to him. things are going on fine to me... nothing special coming up, no drastic changes as well...peaceful...
things may sound boring... but thats my life... growing out of those ups n down liao... i even start to get sick of gambling... no kick liao...
damn sian, every saturday at home nothing to do... think i need to get some new fren liao...

2004-12-22T01:35:00.000+08:00

2004-12-19T03:29:00.000+08:00

worst christmas for me so far...bao 2 subject... life science n math... one the most effort, the other the least... birthday wish never come through... i wish i will not fail any one the reamining module for this sem... hmmmph dun waste ya time wishing... really duno what to expect next year... life is getting harder n harder..haiz

2004-12-13T14:57:00.000+08:00

hihi... yesterday went kayaking... not really sunny day thou but we had fun... cs boon n gf cl yz ... very tiring though... hand still aching now... after kayak we went ktv... sing sing sing ... had wanted to sing since exam is over, now then get the chance... sian...holiday nua...gamble...play game...really so bored ma???

2004-12-03T03:54:00.000+08:00

life is peaceful for me... nuaing the whole of my holiday... enjoying it... feel that i am wasting my time away... anything that i can do? stuck with this online game, can play up to 16 hr a day... hahahaha
can ask me out if u wan to ... heehee

2004-11-13T02:12:00.000+08:00

one month has past since i last update... exam is almost over le... :) my last paper is an open book on 18th. tml will be my malay GE...sian, memorise a lot of words..duno i wil forget anot... need to revise again tml morning... got her msn le, but she refuse to give me her hp number... kao. now thinking wat should i do in the holiday... dun intend to go for long term work liao... last long holiday in the uni life... next holiday will be EID then following will be IA then will be FYP... better do something meaningful... duno how i will fare in this exam, not really that hard nor easy... but certainly i didnt do more than 60 mark for most of the paper... the more dangerous paper are maths and life science... i did only 30+ for math and for life science... biggest joke... i only know how to answer less than 10 question...the other 70 question tikam..multiple choice...... wish myself good luck then... everyone is enjoying holiday le and i am here, studying for my GE damn low morale, didnt study much also... hope i dun da bao again, already failed 1 GE le, fail one more i can be go into NTU book of record liao... n again, neglected a lot of stuff during exam, seldom go home too... time to make up to my family n fren... got activities must jio hor!!!

2004-10-30T01:45:00.000+08:00

exam starting soon, the torment will be all over when it starts... hope everything goes off well ... then holiday... nothing to do this holiday... no IH for me... kanna drop ...booohoooo. can slack slack slack

2004-10-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

feel bad yesterday, cannot really get to sleep, was so tired now... study study study... my life is all abt study this sem, but doesnt seem to be good...
was thinking abt that someone special, special feeling, special attraction... a lot of things ran through my mind... EXAM, life after exam, holiday...... too unpredictable le

2004-10-23T01:40:00.000+08:00

haha..today quite happy, sit opposite my lecture eye candy....heart keep beating fast, cannot concentrate....but ok la...get to feel her electric ... super power stattion, can generate a lot power...

2004-10-19T01:55:00.000+08:00

time is running out le... less than 3 week to exam... abit of stress, a bit of everything... i wan to do well this time...no just D.... i wan Cs. sian, everyday study study study, life is so bored?
thermo, mechanics of material, kinematics of machinery, maths, life science, comm skill. 6 modules plus a GE. dun be an engineer if u r not interested... u will die lo. jia you la... i can do it...

2004-09-25T14:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday:
saw elaine at can a with bf... hmm think get over it liao le... haha she look the same la not much change... maybe happier. study in the library, friday is a nice ady, cos no lesson then can take the whole day to study... in the evening went to yunnan garden. big event though, got 20 station of game, performance and food sale... at least bring up a little mood for the lantern fest...
today:
one of my ex classmate Hassana past away this morning... got the news from cl. its a pity. only 22 year old... must learn to love my life more, live it to the fullest and die with no regret... prepare for the worst liao ....haha must keep some money to buy coffin.

2004-09-24T10:52:00.000+08:00

went jogging yesterday night .... it had been 3 month since i last jog. feeling very healthy after i came back ... haha. i am doing nothing today. went to the library then fell asleep... concuss for 2 hr on the stupid library table.
found out something which still leave me in shock :X still shock....hahahaha
go study liao... find me in library then....

2004-09-17T15:18:00.000+08:00

wha lan eh... haf to redo this blog again... cannot post..!!!
went to hall 14 bash today, nothing much la... atmosphere also not that happening... for me. go with cs n lf...actually dun wan to go one... but aiyah... since he ask then pei him lo. school starting... sian. oh ya...es attached le...haha "the fairyland start on sept16". happy for her !! congrats !!
school start a lot of thing to do:
1. study for 2001 quiz
2. do 2002 submission assignment
3. do critque for eff. comm.

all schoolwork...is there nothing i wan to do for myself liao?

2004-09-17T15:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to hall 14 bash at chinablack. feel like a giant lightbulb 2000 watt... accompany CS n LF. actually i dun really feel like going one... first, very little ppl go... then not enuff sleep for the past 2 day from watching soccer.

nothing seem to attract me there...haha pretty gal... music...crowd... sian liao lo. old liao cannot chiong le. didnt really accomplish much during this holiday. i finally started on the 2002 tutorial... the hardest thing to do is to start. es got attached le, happy for her... sep16 ba.

things to do when school start:
1. prepare for MP2007 quiz
2. attend life science mass tutorial
3. start doing critque for eff comm

kao... all homework... strike 4D or win money for shopping... spend money!!!

2004-09-15T11:36:00.000+08:00

sept 14, a day to rem... walk up at 8 in the morning for the stupid GE which is from 9 till 12 plus...then went back hall play game. went to for the NUS singing competition "Rhapsody" to support Matt. It was a fun night. Sitting in front of us, was this cute girl... she keep turning back to talk with us, comment on our crap... haha. very very sweet and cute. I offered her the red lightstick which she seem very interested in... she just take without thinking. After that then return to us after some consideration... hahaha so damn sweet and cute loh, was so mesmerised by her for the 2 hr plus concert. we even say byebye to her after the show, the only regret is no get her contact number... whahaha... miss out on a "candidate".

after that went to meet AA and WQ for supper with Seng and CS they all. then come back hall nua till 230... watch the CL game between chelsea and PSG. Jackpot night... 3 tix all strike...

quite long didnt feel so nice liao. really really fulfilling life, whole day of activity... and especially the gal that i met today... hmmm time to wake up liao... no more dreaming... ...

2004-09-11T09:00:00.000+08:00

finally the day has come... sept 11, the day when the terrorist throw an air plane to the Twin Tower and the day my lecturer throw me with 2 quizes... For the past one week, i have been trying to keep up with the tutorial to prepare for the quiz, and nothing else... now finally can sit down n think what i can do during this short short 1 week break.

1) Lesson on tuesday from 9am till 1pm, then support matt for his competition.
2) Go town walk walk, shopping.
3) Catch up with 2002 tutorial, 2007 tutorial and prepare the hand-in assignment.
4) Clean up my room.
5) Sleep
6) KTV
7) Kayak
8) Bash

2004-09-07T02:52:00.000+08:00

whoa kao! damn dulan, spend 4hr during 1 stupid question and cannot solve. that stupid teacher want wat stupid presentation. i present myself to him later... shit him. hair all drop liao...na bu

2004-09-06T01:19:00.000+08:00

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If you don't know how you feel or how to get in touch with your feelings:

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1. Comfort and reassure yourself:* Talk to yourself as you would a friend. Be gentle and kind.* Reassure yourself with whatever you need to hear, for example, "I'm okay,I'm safe."* Curl up in a comfortable chair/bed with a blanket, a warm drink, a goodbook, or watch a show on T.V.* Do something nice for yourself. Treat yourself to something special, takea bubble bath, go to a spa, get a massage.* Talk to a supportive friend. Ask for what you need.

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* Create a safe inner place. Let your imagination create an image ofsomething(s) that represents how you are feeling right now. It may be concrete or abstract. Take your time, let your imagination develop this fully. Then imagine a protective bubble around this image, separating yourself from it. Look at the image. Notice that it is still there, but separate from you. Your feelings are still there, but you are not in them right now. You have a choice, you don't have to be in your feelings right now. Let yourself take the break that you need. Taking this break will mean that you will be better able to deal with them later. You may want to imagine yourself in a safe place-any image that you choose.

* Remember times when you felt good. Let yourself relax and get comfortable.Breathe gently. Remember a time when you felt good, loved or calm. It could be something that really happened, or something that you create, like being near a waterfall. Imagine being in this situation or with this person, and feel all of those pleasant feelings. Feel your body shift from what you were feeling, letting those feelings go. Let yourself feel more relaxed,comforted or at peace. Stay with this memory or image until you feel really connected to it.

* Exercise vigorously. This can help you to relax, feel energized, and generally feel better.* Do something that relaxes you.* Do something that absorbs your attention fully. This can help you to shiftout of how you are feeling.* Get a change of scenery. If you have been at home or in the same room alot, maybe you need to get out, even if only for a walk around the block. Change your patterns. If you always go home after work only to feel stuck in your feelings, maybe you need to do something different-go see a concert, a movie, or have dinner out, something that makes you feel good. Doing things to take care of yourself alone may be better than going home alone.It's not always easy to stay with your feelings, but it can be rewarding when you do.

2004-09-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

looks painful.

2004-09-02T09:57:00.000+08:00

i cant wake up again, this is the second math tutorial i missed!!! too tired le, next time must sleep early after swim..shit !

2004-09-02T01:56:00.000+08:00

lab report is over!!! coming up will be thermo and material quiz, sept 11. jia you, need to catch up on them. engine is starting le... haha
life is getting peaceful liao, peace is good. no ups, no down. up and down come from gambling...haha

2004-08-28T01:41:00.000+08:00

past one week had been trying to do some tutorial and get my engine start, nothing really to worry about now except for my school work and lab report. lab report due next tuesday, then quiz will follow the next week... after that will be 1 week break le. waiting for the break liao lo... hahaha
went to supper with the GUYS again, really guy lo, no gal. sometime it can be fun when guys go out together, more vulgar, less superficial gentlemanly stuff hahaha. get to know them better, can make my life easier also. talk abt someone during the supper, his attitude hor, CMI.....
everyday just passed like this, esp my more relax days, they seem to pass faster comparatively.

2004-08-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

weekend again, nothing really to look forward to. saturday lesson till 230pm, then go home see parent... had been around 2 month since i went shopping le. hate to have lesson on weekend, spoil my whole day. going out to watch soccer later also. must start work le lo......

2004-08-17T02:06:00.000+08:00

today ibg, wanted to win so much... ... but in the end lose. everytime the more i wan something the more i cannot get it... haha. life so funny hor. now i dun wan anything le

2004-08-15T14:15:00.000+08:00

my hp is down now, low batt. chat with rin till abt 5 in the morning ... ... DnD was over, BT got 2nd runner up and best personality, FY got nothing, but i was amazed by her makeover, she look totally different. a lot of ppl went for the DnD, jus,ryan,my,yiz,yc,reng,nd,ht,yh,stef,ying,alex,edwin,dap ... not much fun thou, food is bad, expensive, and i spend 15$ back home, shouldnt haf go, shouldnt haf go ......
hmm ppl told me that i duno wat i wan... is that really so? advising me to open up, talk to more ppl ....... thats hard lo ...... try ba try ba

2004-08-14T02:46:00.000+08:00

tml going hall X dnd, duno wat will happen, dunno wat to expect. just treasure every chance of get together. sunday got last firework. dun think i going le, unless unless ... ... so many unless hahahaha... third week coming, time to catch up with my tutorial... life is getting boring

2004-08-11T01:40:00.000+08:00

wednesday le, swim day. then thursday will come, friday will come, saturday will come. need to find something to break this routine ...... EXERCISE EAT SLEEP

2004-08-09T01:30:00.000+08:00

went to watch firework today too, very very bad this time... last week was the best i think... arsenal won 3-1 lose money... whahaha

2004-08-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

You are Blue Monkey, who is always smiling and are extremely cheerful. That is your selling point. If you can keep your cheerfulness, you would be able to lead a good life. You have a big heart and are person of broad mind. You are also very curious, and therefore can not leave still something that you don't know. You tend to barge into almost everything. You are a great researcher, and want to master one thing thoroughly.You are hard worker, and have a persistence to finish what you have started no matter what. Nevertheless, the wish to quickly make ideals come true makes you impatient, and may lead to unpredictable failures.You tend to have sharp temper and are little bit too self confident. And if this character comes out, it could lead to resentment. But don't try to fear failures.If you follow the road, you won't have to experience failures, and you will definitely be able to gain success.You are good at making judgment on situations. Your strength when it comes to a showdown is fantastic.Dedication and efforts towards work is extremely strong. You bring up results constantly. Although you care about the others, you have a narrow range of acquaintance, and therefore may be suited as a specialist or a researcher.

2004-08-06T03:53:00.000+08:00

bball today, played quite a lot... wana worked myself out. its a socialising nite, going out for supper then chatting with aaron till now, 350am... ... just me n him...
"every person have their story"
he is more than anyone can think of ...... believe me
society can really change a person a lot a lot, life ...... i am a lucky person to have caring parents, sensible brother and a happy family...... comparing to a lot of ppl
i've learnt a lot a lot ......

cs n lf together le.

2004-08-04T16:45:00.000+08:00

went swim today, very nice... think a but a lot of things in water... but no conclusion... haha think need to go quite often

2004-08-03T02:08:00.000+08:00

quoted from someone msn ,
"Why am i always the one who lose? God damn it!"

2004-08-01T15:45:00.000+08:00

singapore firework fest....must go must go!!

2004-07-29T04:16:00.000+08:00

song song song finally get to fa xie liao...went to mambo today , song were nice i love mambo...

2004-07-27T02:13:00.000+08:00

getting mad le, feeling very weird recently... can transist back to school life, sian sian sian...

2004-07-26T01:20:00.000+08:00

sian insomnia, cant get to sleep this few days, although i am very very very very tired

2004-07-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

hihi guys me back again, hall camp is over. next week will be school again. haiya life will be so bored. had a lot of fun for the past 3 weeks, engine camp n hall camp. make a lot of fren, get very very tired, but its all worth it, all the fun, joy we have, all the friends we make, makes the effort well spent. skool is next week n i got a lot of thing haven do yet, haven check my lab grouping, haven print my timetable... ... hahaha.
getting moody nowaday, wonder wats wrong... ... haiz

2004-07-13T01:18:00.000+08:00

hmmmm wat going on in camp is not so impt to me le, is wat goinging on after tat...... this guy like tat gal, tat gal like this guy, alot guy like 1 gal. haha spark really flew during camp... crushes and wat wat wat all developed... sensitive thing, know also cannot say here

"If you see me walking down the street
Staring at the sky and dragging my two feet
You just pass me by
You don't miss me cry
But you could make me whole again
And if you see me with another man
Laughing and joking, making the best of this I can
I'm trying to put you down
Baby I still want you around
Cause you can make me whole again

Looking back on when we first met
I Can't escape and I cannot forget,
baby you're the one
You still turn me on,
You can make me whole again

Time is laying heavy on my heart
Seems I've got too much of it since we've been apart
My friends make me smile if only for a short while
But you can make me whole again

Looking back on when we first met
I Can't escape and I cannot forget,
baby you're the one
You still turn me on,
You can make me whole again

For now I have to wait
But baby if you change your mind
Don't be too late, cause I just can't go on
It's already been too long
But you could make me whole again

Looking back on when we first met
I Can't escape and I cannot forget,
baby you're the one
You still turn me on,
You can make me whole again"

2004-07-11T01:56:00.000+08:00

today is the end of camp insinyur 2004. the camp was a successful one as in the members in the og bonded with each other but an unsuccessful one when so many thing cork up...

first day of camp: going to boonlay MRT station to meet my freshie, haha make a commotion there, so many GL doing funky chicken, amusing themselve and the others, esp the public. they came in as stranger, totally new to NTU and the ppl here. my duty is to let them feel comfortable and enjoy themselve. first activities they have is "know ya campus". walking ard in school is never fun, so tiring, so hot. everyone is feeling shag, and doesnt see the point of walking. however, games at the station are entertaining and full of ideas. nite is confidence walk, this year they are having it at lim chu kang cemetery. they got to walk in pairs, across the cemetery. sounds scary but actually not, i personally went thru the road. haiya, the moon is too bright le.

second day: i am so tired that i forget wat activities we had. hmmmm. pool game!!! i didnt get into water, ivy did. i've been doing all the background things esp the meeting, instruction takin, welfare, haiya, didnt haf a chance to let them see the other side of me. to them i am just a fierce ogl haha...the nite was fun... CLUEDO night. before the thing start, i went for a recee on foot, was so so so so so tired. ivy was late, shane was "shannonize" so afraid that things will cork up. my freshie were good, i brief them abt wat is going to happen, they very ting hua, just follow instruction go in n enjoy themselve. bo bian have to pull jaslin out after the first station. one of the no kick one at popular. she was crying after she come out, trembling with fear. toilet was a killer, the atmosphere was there, 4 of my gal break down n cry. GALS: just an experience, dun take it to heart. lazy to write some more le, continue tml

2004-07-04T02:05:00.000+08:00

today is second day senoir camp, tml the third n camp insinyur will start next week. looking forward to working with my fellow GL and my freshie.... hope i will enjoy myself

2004-06-27T11:59:00.000+08:00

going back to sungei gendong for my first ICT. A low key training of 6 days. Not really used to the life back there, but a relief from the world indeed. Confining in the camp with no radio, no newspaper, no computer access. all we have is our fone and the buddies around us.
my usual buddies, mike, uly, darryl, suresh, jerry and other specs, have fun. talking cork, updating each other on our whereabout. The other ppl are doing good, driving car, or motorcycle, seem to be having good life, enjoying themselve. Some still finding job, hopping around, jobs are hard to find, supporting themselve n family is not easy.
usual thing that we do in camp, other than training, are the absurd actions... hugging each other, slappin each other butt, pinching, all sorts of nonsense. jerry as usual, very active, like to 'li siao' ppl, everytime getting ppl surround him, holding n abuse him...haha. suresh is getting fatter, really really fat, argghhh disgusting.
those are the ppl who cheong with me during ns, suffer together, enjoy together.

2004-06-14T13:35:00.000+08:00

interesting game yesterday. went to wq hose to watch soccer. France vs England was the feature of the night. Beckham miss a penalty and England was leading since halftime from a Lampard goal. However, France took only 6 min from the end of time to equalise with a Zidane freekick and finally a Zidane penalty. Whooo the feeling is so great, when a loser suddenly have hope and eventually become a winner. Long time no have such kick liao... ... haha happy happy

2004-06-12T15:16:00.000+08:00

been working last few weeks, finally get the harvest. gonna give myself some rest. went LF birthday yesterday, then went play billaird with matt n gang loh... haha cos today no work then can stay up later. Euro starting tonite, at least got soething that i can do liao, GAMBLE. 1 month has past since holiday, haven really slack yet. no life liao sian... ... i wan to go swim, go ktv, go play bball, play mahjong, nuazzzz, watch movie, play game, meet frens... ... alot of thing can do hor... haha work work work work first la... no time liao.

"As good as Sags are at spending money, one can only hope that someone is adding up the damage! If not, it's overdraft time, and the Archer won't have even noticed. Sags also love to lend, especially to friends, and the borrower will often find that these loans have been turned into gifts. Lending money to a Sag is dicier, as they're likely to forget to pay it back!
Life to the Archer is here and now, so hey, let's enjoy it! Luckily for them, there always seems to be enough money around to do just that."

2004-06-02T02:19:00.000+08:00

went out with fren these few days, play LAN. finally can have time to meet up with some fren le. sian, when ppl get busy with own stuff, a lot of fren seem lost liao haha... this is life la, i free he no free, he free she no free, she free we all no free. sian.
pay is coming, so is Euro. gonna gamble my pay away.

2004-05-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

less and less thing to do at work, no OT then time passed very slowly. like this more sian, me wana work!!! wana drown myself in fatigue.

2004-05-21T14:30:00.000+08:00

shit, alarm spoil today and didnt ring. so i decided to take a day off. haizz waste chance to earn 40 dollar more. then no one seem to be ard, no one to go out with, slack a whole day at home!!!! i rather go work... haiz so bored so lonely!!

2004-05-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

today is a nice day, cos all me n colleague tired, so no one wana stay for OT. instead we just cheong finish wat we need to do then wen home...... first time i go home without OT for the last 5 days. waiting for the harvest day. money n freedom once again

2004-05-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

12 hr OT for me today... tired tired tired. i hate to work, cos i will always cheong OT. haha now tired a bit wait till get pay then really must reward myself.

2004-05-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

haiya. start work le... holiday was like just ended for me. dun wan to waste time findin job le. just work work work work and forget all the trouble/problem. my holiday ended :(

2004-05-07T02:47:00.000+08:00

hmm exam over leh...a relief though but will start to feel lost. from a busy person become so free, so noting to do. need to find some work liao, if not i will rot to death

2004-05-03T01:51:00.000+08:00

"我不明白什么是爱直到发现你的存在
整个世界忽然好象被你填满色彩
Oh…我才发现这就是爱简简单单像个小孩
所谓真爱不过就是看你笑开怀"
guess the song contest

2004-05-02T03:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm wat kind of ppl blog? i seen ppl who blog for blogging, recording the detail of everyday event; ppl who complain, thats me i got tons n tons to complain. at least a place where u can vent ya anger and no one will f u back.

2004-05-01T01:24:00.000+08:00

"I'm not an actor I'm not a star
and I don't even have my own car
But I'm hoping so much you'll stay
that you will love me anyway"

home sweet home.
feeling good at home.
have to study again tml.
only bad thing at home is no game to play.
sian, y i sian 24/7 ? i also dunno leh
can anyone tell me?

2004-04-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

argh!!!! feel so bad. math so hard, farking paper, spoil all my mood. everything not going as smoothly, losing my concentration liao... need to focus. put other thing aside :\ :( :Q

Test from tickle:
partner test
Best Friend
There are many different ways to look at relationships, but for you, finding a best friend, the one person you share everything with, is the most important. Some people focus more on the romantic image of a soul mate to last the span of time, but you probably prefer the reality of making the most of every moment of every day. And who better to live those moments with than someone who's true blue through and through?
The ideal match for you is probably someone who can anticipate the next word out of your mouth and who laughs at the punch line before you even tell it. Chances are it's important to you that they'd expand your circle of friends, introduce you to new places, faces, and experiences, too. Whether this relationship is here for the short- or the long- term, you're a take-it-as-it-comes kind of person, with few expectations or fairytales to live up to. You'd take your constant companion and trusted secret-keeper over a fairy princess or Prince Charming, any day. Whether you realize it or not, there's someone out there who feels the same way about you. Like you, that someone is looking for the one person to be their best friend — both in the bedroom and out.

The Ultimate Personality Test
nic, you're an Observer!
This means you're one of the more kind-hearted people around. You are unusually intuitive, and you probably understand yourself, as well as others. That also means you're a good mediator — though you may prefer to spend more time on your own than most.
You are better equipped than many to steer your life in the right direction. Understanding more about the components of your personality will reveal unique information that even people like you might not realize. And the better you know yourself, the more confident you'll be making decisions that affect your life.
And that's just scratching the surface!

2004-04-25T01:15:00.000+08:00

good day.
haha we go jp walk, eat play game, just like exam is over. 2 days of break in bet, a period to gasp some breathe. hmmm watch soccer in hall, got special guest leh, LF came all the wy down to watch, haha happening hor. 2 paper down, think got 5 more to go
jia you

2004-04-23T01:38:00.000+08:00

electronic seem fine, very careless, hope it doesnt cause me to fail. tml gonna study dynamic, life is getting bored

2004-04-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

22/04/2004
official opening ceremony of my examination. first is electronic, hope can get some morale from this. once its start, i will end very soon. 2 weeks only ma, can do it one. hmm, how to destress or relax my mind? play game? talk cork? haha cant really get tat stress over me... i am trying to relax liao loh, very relax... ...

2004-04-21T11:04:00.000+08:00

news of the day: chelsea lost big time 3-1 to monaco. think i m late again. haha have problem of waking up lately. yesterday did a lot of thing, finally confident about that electronics things, today going to do the last 2 section where i KIV for so long, iteration and MOSFET.
this fren of mine like to write and read blog so much, everyday also write haha, funny gal, but she is interesting though. ke lian me have to write something everyday to entertain her haha.

2004-04-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

argh i hate that... ... damn hot f**king dissapointed. got ppl think i treat him like a spare tyre. na bu since when i got spare tyre? everyone is of equal importance. i treat this kid better than any ppl out there i can say. is this world fair? NO!
so angry tat i decide not to talk to him for today. already in bad mood abt another thing, then exam... ... frenship, care and concern, not worth anything. what i can in return is some disappointing remark

2004-04-19T03:20:00.000+08:00

haha, looked throught my brother blog. he is such a well verse person. perhaps i should something like his, more quote more interesting. haha but then, how many fren will i lose then?
"i am who i am for what i am."
that will be the happiest thing a person can be. however, life is not as simple as that. you will have to face so many ppl, how can u just be yourself and neglect others? EXAM

2004-04-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

free green bean soup today, thanks to LF. eat liao can shit well, argh.

2004-04-18T02:20:00.000+08:00

http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/archivepix.html
this is a good site go visit it when u r really free...

2004-04-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

"therez a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's you heart you can't trust,
therez a reason why people do stay where they are,
coz baby sometimes love's juzt aint enough"
quoted from my brother blog.

exam exam...haha i m not prepared yet, trying to give myself some confident. dynamic should be ok, cos CA not bad. graphic CAD can finish. math is the major worry now maybe. then will be electronic. after those BIG 3 then i will be a happy man. should plan for my life liao... find a gal? haha see who is the lucky one then.

2004-04-11T02:50:00.000+08:00

haha
first time...i strike 4D :7341
that the "unit" number of my grandma "flat"
went to visit her, hmm Qing Ming loh, time to show some respect for the dead...
small amt though, enuff to last me for the month.

2004-04-09T03:01:00.000+08:00

hmm feelin better, cough better,
but exam nearer, less sleep, more work.

2004-03-31T23:39:00.000+08:00

exam coming, everyone is working hard. sense of fear coming over me. work hard, jia you. i can do it this time.

2004-03-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

feeling sour, very very sour.

2004-03-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

yo guys, exam around the corner. time to start work. will get busier n busier. still can contact me loh... haha but bo bao i eng. anyway, my rest time, play time and study time very distinct one, can easily find me out.

2004-03-17T02:22:00.000+08:00

read march 17 blog from
http://rcjones.blogspot.com
PROCASTINATION

2004-03-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

Can people help me with this survey? Thanks
SURVEY

2004-03-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

hai, so suay this weekend, sick and lose money... ... whatever i bet i lose. MAN U also cursed by me... haha. Thats y i seldom bet on arsenal game. Perhaps can try taking the opposition team. If ars win i lose money, ars lose i win money... not that bad after. strike a balance ba. Gambling has always been a favourite past time, a sense of satisfaction and archievment when your bet win, u will feel that u have make a right choice. A hope to sleep over too, better than wake up the next day expecting tons n tons of work, feeling hopeless. Bring some excitement to this dull life, GAMBLE! hmmm it is an expensive hobby.

2004-03-13T12:06:00.000+08:00

SICKSICKSICK headache.
cough,
waste my weekend at home.
get well soon

2004-03-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

Matches to be played on March 23/24 and April 6/7
FC Porto v Lyon
Real Madrid v AS Monaco
Chelsea v Arsenal
AC Milan v Deportivo La Coruna

Semi-finals
Matches to be played on April 20/21 and May 4/5
Real Madrid or AS Monaco v Chelsea or Arsenal
FC Porto or Lyon v AC Milan or Deportivo

2004-03-11T21:15:00.000+08:00

new blog for talk cock and entertainment...
soccer, gambling all are welcome... haha
got gal wan ask me out also can ...

2004-03-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

FA CUP semi draw : Arsenal vs Man U
Sunderland vs Millwall or Tranmere